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a little more myself
05:43
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sometimes it feels so weird
to be a lady with a beard
and my body becomes the embodiment
of everything i've feared
it's so easy to spend all day in bed
wishing there was nothing i'd ever said
and that every ray of light
that touched me disappeared
sometimes it feels so strange
to think of how much i have changed
in the past few years, despite apathy
compelling me to stay the same
the road to justice is long
and the road to peace is too
and it asks of me to unlearn all
the fucked up thing i thought i knew
but yeah, i am gonna make it there
step by fragile step
i'm gonna kick at the darkness
and break all the boxes
til there's none left
and i will
shout it out!
i'm just the same as who i was before
and nothing you can say or do will change me
i am myself!
a little more myself than i could be
a little more myself than previously
ohh
i'm sick of playing the same old songs
i'm sick of worrying all day long
i'm sick of letting myself rot until i stink
well maybe my life is just a constant disaster
and maybe there's some way that i can ruin it faster
but to tell you the truth, i know that's no way to think
cus i've gotta float if i don't sink
shout it out!
i'm just the same as who i was before
and nothing you can say or do will change me
i am myself!
a little more myself than i could be
a little more myself
a little more myself
a little more myself than i could be
previously
than previously
the world is burning under my feet
so i've gotta stay on the edge of my seat
or else i'll fall asleep
or else i'll fall asleep
x2
each and every single life is important
each and every single life is important
don't you dare tell me otherwise
cus i won't believe your lies
each and every single life is important
each and every single life is important
don't you dare tell me otherwise
cus i refuse to believe your lies
each and every single fucking life is important
each and every single fucking life is important
don't you dare tell me otherwise
i will never believe your lies
each and every single fucking life is important
each and every single fucking life is important
don't you dare tell me otherwise
cus i'll never believe your lies
shout it out!
i'm just the same as who i was before
and nothing you can say or do will change me
i am myself!
a little more myself than i could be
a little more myself
a little more myself
a little more myself than i could be
previously
and i'll be a little more myself
a little more myself
a little more myself than i could be
previously
the world is burning under my feet
so i've gotta stay on the edge of my seat
or else i'll fall asleep
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primary colours
03:33
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we didn't talk on the long drive there
and it wasn't hard not to stare
in fact i found it hard to look at all
and she wasn't there to catch me
so it's good that i didn't fall
i didn't feel my feet swept out from under me
nor the urge to get down upon my knees
and though she made me die a pleasant little death
when i think about you, i get all out of breath
i get drunk when i get depressed
i stay up when i need rest
and i wonder why i feel like shit
and i don't know what it is i need to do to get better
bu i'm pretty sure this ain't it
all the red flags didn't seem red at the time
you were the miniature heart inside of mine
but i was filled with poison and i didn't know what to do
i was filled with poison and i let it leach through to you
there's a symbol i keep seeing in all of my dreams
and it keeps changing and i don't know what it means
x2
yeah the symbol's not the thing it used to symbolize
this is not a pipe it's a crock of lies
this is not a gateway to heaven like i planned
this is not the ocean, it's a bucket full of sand
there's a symbol i keep seeing in all of my dreams
and it keeps changing and i don't know what it means
x2
there's a symbol i keep seeing when i get high
and it keeps changing and i don't understand why
it's in primary colours
it's so vibrant it won't leave me alone
and it keeps changing but i think it means
home
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do you ever feel like your brain
might be conspiring against you?
it keeps you awake at night
and it ends up just you and your dirty mind
take yourself for a ride
oh, but you don’t need these thoughts
i love you only
said you need to keep me under locks, but honey
my love it ain’t phoney
i am yours until you don’t want me
there’s no spare key
there’s no spare key, baby
i’m in the dog house tonight
sleeping under the stars
wishing i was waking up in my boy’s arms
but he’s got a pure heart
and old habits die hard
and i’ll cook him breakfast
baby, i’ll wash your car
oh, but you don’t need these thoughts
i love you only
said you need to keep me under locks, but honey
my love it ain’t phony
i am yours until you don’t want me
there’s no spare key
there’s no spare key, baby
he said
yeah, well, i know what love is
and that’s why i never got any sleep last night
i know what love is
and that’s why i never got any sleep last night
i know what love is
that’s why i never got any sleep last night
i know that love is
that’s why i never got any sleep last night
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i was trapped in a hotel room in florida for a week
and all that time my only contact with you
was my phone, and i could rarely speak
and while my body went to disney world i was
pacing in circles inside my mind
cus when you told me that you were switching schools
i couldn't help but feel like you were leaving me behind
i was trapped in a cabin on hornby island for fourteen days
and all that time i believed i had borderline, cus you said so
and we were never peaceful, we were fighting always
against the shadows and green leaves i had existential crises
and every night i inevitably screamed and cried
cus when you told me that you would rather sleep alone
it was nothing, but from the way i reacted
you woulda thought that i had died
oh, you know until you don't know
you know until you don't know
you know until you don't know and then they're gone
well i figured some day i'll stop getting thrown away
i just didn't think it would take so long
i just didn't think it would take so long
i was trapped in school for fifteen years
kindergarten, every grade, and two more
i guess because i was slow
and all that time i believed i was retarded, and an asshole
and there was no real me that you could ever get to know
and my teachers said "oh sweetie, we know you're being bullied
if it's any consolation, you're pretty damn smart"
but when all anybody seems to care about is your brain
it's so incredibly easy to forget you have a heart
oh, you know until you don't know
you know until you don't know
you know until you don't know and then they're gone
well i figured some day i'll stop throwing my friends away
i just didn't think it would take so long
oh, you know until you don't know
you know until you don't know and then they're gone
well i figured some day i'll stop throwing myself away
i just didn't think it would take so long
i just didn't think it would take so long
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Kitty Prozac Vancouver, British Columbia
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live in 2022, Kitty Prozac was (from left to right in above photo) Ellipsis, Rae Loveday, and Cathy Schultes. On None Shall Be Afraid, Kitty Prozac is Cathy, Jillian Bravo, and Penelope Parker. Confusing, we know :p
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